What I desire for men to understand
is how deeply intimate and vulnerable
it is for a woman to receive a man
inside of her
in sex.
What has been
most heartbreaking for me
as a woman
is to feel men’s disconnection
between their hearts
and their sexuality.
Men,
you do not understand
what it is
to receive another person
inside of your body
into your womb.
We, women, are receiving
not just your physical body
but also
your consciousness
your energy
your desire
your beliefs
your experience
of reality
inside of us.
It is such a deep gift
to allow a man
to enter into this space
as a woman.
It is sacred
and more than anything
what I desire
(and what I know other women are desiring)
is for men to start
being willing to feel
the magnitude of
receiving the gift
of entering
inside of us.
What it opens
inside of us
to receive you
in that way.
It doesn’t just
open our bodies,
it opens our hearts
as well.
And what I
as a woman
and sister on the path
(who I know speaks
for many other women)
desires more than anything
is to feel your (men’s) willingness
to meet us in that opening
of heart to heart
if you wish to meet us
in the opening of our sex.
It’s not
me first,
then you,
or you first,
and then me.
It’s both of us together.
At the same time
over and over again
because we choose it
because it’s true
and it’s real.
And it’s the only way
either of us
are *truly* going to get
what we actually desire
beneath the surface level pursuit
of momentary
physical pleasure and get-off.
We are all longing for
something deeper.
Something that can only be accessed
through devotion to
the opening of our hearts
and the gentle revealing of
our truth
to the best of our ability
in every moments.
Knowing that I hold me
and through holding me
I can hold you.
And you hold you
and through you holding you
you can hold me.
We commit to
holding each other
because the only way
we can heal
the wound of disconnection
is through connection.
First to self,
then to source,
then to other.
Let’s commit
to all three
in so doing
find our way
back to each other
as One.
May we all remember who we truly are.
With Love,
Your true angel on earth 🌍